Opening up about how I've been feeling lately

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    Tina YongTina Yong

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    I am finally opening up about how I’ve been feeling about my channel, my relationship and dealing with anxiety. This video will be the first of many “Tina Sashimi” videos so let me know how you feel about it.
    Videos I mentioned:
    My previous Ask Tina Anything video:
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    Shane Dawson’s video with Grav3yardgirl Part 1
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    Part 2
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    Grav3yardgirl’s channel
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    Edward Avila’s video
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Tina Yong
Tina Yong

I’m reading all your comments and your response to my video has been overwhelming. I’m tearing up as I write this but not because I’m sad- it’s because your words light up the darkness in me. You are all truly amazing and I’m so grateful to have the most supportive Youtube family behind me. I felt so scared about uploading this video and I seriously thought you guys would hate it, but your response was the complete opposite! Thank you for all your advice and words of encouragement. I know that most of you have your own struggles and you usually come to my channel for entertainment and escapism, so for you to give up 30 mins of your time to watch this video means the world to me! Thank you for letting me confide in you and thank you for being so understanding. I love you all so much ❤️

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Loumay Bantilan
Loumay Bantilan

Tina Yong Just always pray :)

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hey_ebie g
hey_ebie g

Tina Yong 🙏🏽💜

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Spirited Deku
Spirited Deku

Tina Yong We love you Tina!! You're so inspirational and I always enjoy all of your videos. Just be true to yourself, we accept you the way you are and we're only human. Just remember that! 💙

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Shradha Sathyan
Shradha Sathyan

Luv u tina ❤

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hunrenes
hunrenes

we are always here for you! our little youtube family <3

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dheeathemammamia
dheeathemammamia

hi tina! you are such a strong person and im so proud of you for the fact that you went through a lot and you manage to find something that you love. :) continue to be strong and dont let anything or anyone bring you down.

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Lesley D
Lesley D

Ugh, when did YouTube turn to this. It makes me so sad that YouTube has changed so much. It used to be something that was outlet. Thanks for being so open. You have a new subbie. Much love ❤️❤️. Praying for less anxiety and you and Alfred work through this and your relationship becomes stronger!

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Celest Peh
Celest Peh

god this was released on my birthday... I feel like I've failed man.

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Haya Busa
Haya Busa

Tina Yong. You are a wonderful soul. I sense you still have yet to make peace with your "shadow-self". Crying often does clenses your soul :)

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DoDoWing
DoDoWing

Hey Tina. I usually don't comment on youtube videos, but I felt like I had to say something on this video of yours. Don't know if you'll be reading this, but at least it's out there :) First of all I'd like to thank you for being sashimi and being honest. It takes a lot of courage to be able to talk like you do in front of the camera when you know there's a big audience. I've been watching your videos for a good while, and yes, you always seem like this happy girl that constantly smiles and is super positive. I believe it's good that you're showing a human part of you, connecting and acknowledging the sensitive side of you, because you need to remember we're not perfect! We are who we are because of what we've been through in life. Internet is so so powerful both in how you, Tina, influence people, but also how big of an impact your viewers has on you. The anxiety you experience is just normal when things get out of your control, and you lose your vision and goal. Which is normal when your viewers grows in such a big quantum. We all get to a part of our lives when we feel the pressure and responsibility for those around us. We all f*ck up in life, and we don't always choose the right path. But remember that there's no shame in being wrong if your intentions were right. Remember that every challenge in our lives is only a lesson to strengthen our weaknesses, and we can always learn from these challenges! So keep up the good work and stay true to yourself and those around you. Be honest and you'll attract the right viewers anyways and they'll stay with you. Haters gonna be haters, but what can you do about it? Instead of hiding away and letting this ruin your mood, show them that their words have no effect! Keep up the good work, I love wathing your videos after a long day at work :) Love, Christin

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Mary Lou
Mary Lou

You both do not need to be anything but you! You have worked hard in sharing yourselves! Art is not just makeup... it flows into all aspects of your lives SHOW IT we are happy when you are rewarded! Haters are a very minute aspect, figure out the percentage! By the way I am just about 69 years old, live your life as if tomorrow is your death! You will really not care about a few ignorant fools! Flaunt your lovely selves!

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Nicole ramirez
Nicole ramirez

I super love this video. ❤️

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Waqas Waqas
Waqas Waqas

I love your videos don't cry it's ok

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kyla ysabel
kyla ysabel

Hoping that things get better for you and that you have better days!!

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Naoomy Ajel
Naoomy Ajel

❤❤

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ffs
ffs

I avoided watching this because I knew I was gonna cry with you and I definitely cried 😂 not a big fan of crying but, thank you for sharing this and I've always loved your content they never failed to entertain me whether it's out of pressure or not, but I'd like to see a video where it's because you want to and not because of what we want :) please take care of yourself and take a break once in awhile because we don't want one of the many favorite YouTubers to break down. YouTube is definitely something that makes youtubers feel like they lost themselves and I've seen it a lot, but I hope you stay true to yourself and always think about yourself and that we subs will understand whatever you're going through and we can wait whenever you're ready to come back or anything at all. I love you Tina and your channel please take care of yourself ❤

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Molly Neelley
Molly Neelley

God loves you and that’s all that matters

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Girlster_90 cyberess
Girlster_90 cyberess

This is very eye opening to me. I have been having a lot anxiety and depression lately, mostly because I work a lot like 12 hours a day sometimes 6 days a week and being a female boss and I don't even drink anymore because this place is so small and I have to be presentable and have 2 kids and a boyfriend that cannot work because of his condition, eye surgeries and all that. It is so hard. You are so strong being able to share it on camera. I can't even talk to my best friend about it because I have social anxiety. Not being able to say anything about it is so hard. Now seeing how strong you are gives me hope and relief that I am not alone. I also feel like a burden a lot and like self worth and self esteem is so low. Thank you so much for your video, I gives me hope and strength to go on ❤

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Suzanne Wilson
Suzanne Wilson

also....for every hate comment, you get hundreds of love it comments. It does suck, esp. after you put all the work into a vlog. It gets to a point where it's not fun anymore.

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Suzanne Wilson
Suzanne Wilson

Making vlogs IS a big commitment. Then add in other commitments....it's a lot to carry. You need a break---me time. Take a nice long break then get back on the horse when you feel better. You might also have depression---and you'll figure it out if a long rest doesn't help. I wish I could give you a hug and let you cry...but I think Alfred has that well in hand. You rock, Alfred :)

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Winter Hart - Private
Winter Hart - Private

Tina, I completely understand your feeling this way. I know it’s difficult to maintain everything, and the pressure is insurmountable at times, but I really want you (and Alfred) to know that I was going through a pretty bad time myself when I first came across your channel, and everything you’ve filmed before and since have been so uplifting and fun to watch. You inspire me to pursue my own dream career of being a writer (despite the fact that you’re a beauty YouTuber) because your sheer passion definitely comes out in all of your videos. I would love to see more videos of you opening up like this, because I think above all the most important part about doing what you love is being able to take time for self care, love, and just time for you outside of your work. I’d like to believe this video helped you realize that a little. I love both you and Alfred and look up to your guys’ standards of professionalism so much, even though I myself do not vlog much on my other channel. You’re both such strong, capable, amazing individuals, and you may not think you’re affecting so many people in a positive way, but you absolutely are, all the time. Try to take time for yourselves outside of your work on here, though, because while difficult sometimes, self care is so important and truly essential to a healthy mind and life. Take it from me, someone who’s also been through a few very dark and depressing mental breakdowns because I didn’t do basic self care. You are the most important person to you, and you have people who love and care about you. Work isn’t everything (though, true, it’s very integral). You’re not just whatever it is you do to make money. You’re a person, and every person needs, not just deserves, time away from their work. Love you lots, dear. You’ve got this. I believe in you. Both of you!! 💖💖💖

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Valerie Sombilon
Valerie Sombilon

Hi tina 🙂 you can also try cooking, drawing, gardening. Express yourself since this is your channel and this is your property 💕 Take care of your mental and emotional health. God bless.

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Kris Darcy
Kris Darcy

Hi Tina, I’m new to your channel for about 1 week now. First video I watched was you trying the lip cards from Laneige and after that I’ve been hooked...watching 2-3 videos a day. I remember thinking, my first impression of you, was that this girl is absolutely beautiful. I felt instantly green with envy that you made every lip color look fabulous. I wanted to buy every single product in hopes that I would look like you. I love your videos and I think you are very personable and so relatable. It saddens me to see this video and to know that the you live in fear of judgment of what bullies and haters might say. I hope you know that their hate is derived from insecurities they feel within themselves. You have a beautiful soul and I know it’s only a matter of time before you find your true self again. I loved this video, it made me love you more...and I think we need to see more of Tina Sashimi. Sometimes people need to be reminded that you are just like all of us, and that they need to halt with the judgment and negative opinions. May you find peace and love in your heart and always know that you are loved by many. ❤️ P.S. I love Alfred. We should all be so lucky to find someone who loves us, not only during the highs, but also when we feel low. He’s a keeper!

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hamburgerhelperflick
hamburgerhelperflick

Alfred. What an incredibly supportive boyfriend. You are lucky to have him.

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Anna J
Anna J

Have you considered working with a life coach? It has helped me tremendously💗I highly recommend it. Hang in there! You will figure it out & you’ll be fine.

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Cece Tan
Cece Tan

Tina, your video made me feel so less alone. I feel all the same pressure and anxiety you feel with family and work and I’m single and have been feeling so alone thinking no one understands so I just shut myself out and keep it all inside.

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sahar Berrah
sahar Berrah

I want an Alfred like yours pniiz *-*

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FlutePlayer777
FlutePlayer777

I think a lot of Youtubers feel like this. It is understandable. You should find a work-play balance.

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Hussain Khan
Hussain Khan

Omg you are so sensitive, may ALLAH bless you and fulfill all your dreams.... AMEEN

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Stall Gästgivargården
Stall Gästgivargården

I only just found your channel but I really like it! I know what it's like to struggle with the kind of pressure you put on yourself, but I think your boyfriend said something that was really on point in this video - He will still be there. All the people in your life who truly love you will do so no matter how successful you are. It is nice to support the people we love financially when we can, but one person can only do their best. Life isn't a fairytale, some days are hard and I think it's a show of strength to be able to open up and talk about it. All my respect to you, I hope this video lightened your heart a little. Ps. I love haul-videos/giftshowing :)

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Emm t
Emm t

Honestly, I unsubbed a while back because there was something that felt like it changed...but seeing this video again and how raw you are truly helps us connect with you. Ty for being honest.

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Jacqueline Reed
Jacqueline Reed

I just discovered you this very night.There is so much negativity in social media these daysl,I encounter it in comments here,among fandoms on sites like Tumblr and it can really hurt when people are nasty when you deviate from what they think you should be doing.I don't have a channel but as a working crafter/artist I understand pressure to put out the product,put out the product,and it can be exhausting and take all the joy out of it,so I can certainly relate to those feelings you mentioned,the pressure and the lack of joy.I think it was a wonderful idea,and a brave one,to do this video and lay your hearts bare,and remind people that YOU are real people too,with real day to day issues,just as non-YouTubers do.Paying bills,taking care of family members.It's scary and generates so much anxiety,and makes a person want to withdraw as you have.I subscribed on the basis of three of your videos,this being the third I watched.I'm hoping you are both doing better and I'm looking forward to seeing other videos in future;the ones for makeup and ones like this as well.Take good care of YOU! Blessings,peace,happiness,and if you need help there is NO shame in asking for it!*cyber hugs*

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MC5 PHANTOM MG
MC5 PHANTOM MG

Come on tina be happy and stay strong we are with you all the way love you🤩💜💖💞💗

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Helen Cai
Helen Cai

Been here since the beginning and I just wanna say I love all your videos and know that you are such a kind and sweet person inside and out. I think the audience understands that its your "youtube personality" and we love you either way! Please don't be upset or feel pressured to "impress us", this is your channel!! I'm tearing up watching this video. Hope that you and Alfred are okay, you are strong and beautiful,

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adnan gr
adnan gr

Tina please do a patreon page we can help u to continue and keep the good work:)

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Kira Terry
Kira Terry

I love you Tina! I battle Anxiety also and I completely understand the struggles... :'( this video inspired me to open up to my family about how I feel. I love you guys so much keep pushing! WE your fans believe in you girl

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Hritesh Dubey
Hritesh Dubey

Tina if you read this plz like this comment so I know....😊 so being one of your admirer let me tell you one thing.... The person who hates you also give you that one view that you need to pay your bills... So all you got to do is to take it in a positive way... And I know how much effort you put in to make just one video but see you and me we are separated by a screen and you there on the other side and you can't see me or any of us.... So just have fun... You are so cute happy kinda girl that even if they don't have any interest in makeup they just watch you for who you are and those cute little things that you do and have fun with yourself.... So it doesn't matter what other people think.... Also don't make it a big deal... And I'd say don't get so dependent on YouTube only for your money.... What do you even do with all that makeup products anyway... I think you should just take a place at rent and start your parlour or something and with reviews of products you can also create different looks on other people and film it and just show us how you have fun doing it.... And also maybe you can let Alfred go back to his job and stuff.... It will take you two to three months to adjust with it but trust me it will help.... And you know getting payment from two three places is very helpful.... Also you can get yourself an advertisement board and just mention that you do YouTube videos as well and I bet people will get attracted towards your other business... Because they'll know that you are going to have a wide range of products... I have never watched any channel that has this wide range of content that you have.... You should also take creative brakes like explore some places and learn new form of arts that are around the world and then you can bring that stuff in your make up technique... It would be so fun as well.... You have to get out of your comfort zone a bit.... And in your free time just hunt for cheap and full of culture kinda place.... You will learn a lot from there.... Dear... Anxiety is just your mind playing with you and trying to be in your comfort zone.... Just ponder over it 😊 I love you and your channel and so does the haters... It's just that they pretend to be professional to tell you what's right and what's not but trust me they are so lazy that they don't even try to get out of there bed and even hold a brush... But just binge on there and pass there time by even telling that it was not good... If I was at their place.. I would have just skipped your videos if i didn't have any interest... It's psychology that you need to get 😊

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alissiavevo
alissiavevo

I will always watch videos I don't care what kind video you post I will watch it because I really like your videos and it's okay to be scared We will always be by your side 💜

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Jade Bernard
Jade Bernard

Thank you for sharing....

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Slurpee Hair
Slurpee Hair

I love you Since I started watching I couldn't stop ur so funny. You are inspiring and u are the reason I started my kit a couple of months ago. Don't worry we will be behind you every step of the way and no matter what anyone says stay ur self trust me i was feeling like that except I couldn't trust anyone which didn't allow me to make friends in primary school. Better in then out I always say

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Xena Gabrielle Dizon
Xena Gabrielle Dizon

Hi, Tinaaa. Not sure if you're still going to read this bt I love your channel bc youve always been this person who's willing to try a lot. You were also honest with the reviews while being thorough at the same time. And while watching this, I also kind of felt sad because it's true for everybody and also because I didn't realize how people in YouTube actually feel the pressure. So yeah, just do what you love and let them people judge. At the end of the day you lived your life while they wasted their time talking shit abt other people!! I'm m excited for your life vlogs! Stay strong and keep creating wonderful videos. 💕

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Parisha Baten
Parisha Baten

I'm late but I really want you to know that we all love you so much. Things will get better for sure. ❤😘

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Sara
Sara

Best video i have watched on youtube yet

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taeshook
taeshook

tina. i have never known you’ve felt this way. i’m sorry that you feel this way. i am willing to support what you do, even if it takes years for you to upload again. you need this break. being this anxious and depressed is extremely terrible and it only makes us feel like we are the problem. you should take a fine break from us because we understand the problem going on with you. i honestly thank you for coming forward. this is a hard topic to talk about. i love you tina, take care of yourself with alfred.

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Babu Damodar
Babu Damodar

I am very sad but I am proud of u

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Kyana De Kimpe
Kyana De Kimpe

We are always there for you tina we love you ❤😊

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S m xx
S m xx

Tina you are very real and true. Being a youtuber isn't easy. You are so thoughtful... So considerate and so wise. You care so much about your viewers.... And that is why we love you! God bless you.... Don't cave in. You are so unique and far from other typical you tubers. Your content is rare and engaging. Keep doing what you're doing. Focus on your family and your beautiful partner. You both are great role models. Don't over think it... We will always watch your videos

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leane gebauer
leane gebauer

Hi Tina, my name is Leane, and I have just found you on youtube. You are such a beautiful person, and you should'nt have to be someone you believe you are not. Just continue to be your best and beautiful self sweetie. I suffer from depression, and anxiety, and I always believe people expect you to be a person you are not .I admire your strength and your honesty. Keep smiling you beautiful girl. Lots of love Leane xxoo

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AstrOncExo 엔 방 블

Tina I hope you do whatever you feel comfortable with! I’ll always support you!

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Loumay Bantilan
Loumay Bantilan

Just be yourself and don't let other people ruined you. Just do what makes you happy and we will support you. 😊

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lily tran
lily tran

Hi Tina, i hope you make more videos like this. My partner and i own a business together and this video really spoke to me because I was going through a rough time before i started my business and at that time i had nothing to lose, no meaningful job, no money and so i gave it a go and now i feel like i have everything to lose if it doesn't work out and i'm too scared to try something different because I have more to give up now. You start putting so much pressure on yourself and being afraid to be yourself and always putting on a front. Also I moved away from my friends and family when i started the business and that can also add to the anxiety and isolation because you leave your close friends and family behind and wonder if you made the right choice to move in the first place. All you can do is your best and you can't please everyone all the time and believe that you helped more people then displease the few that write bad comments. You're brave for doing these videos and putting yourself out there, the internet is a harsh place to be and people will always have something to say regardless, but know that you are putting more good vibes out to the world.

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Castilloc _15
Castilloc _15

You just described how I feel

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Finding Nico
Finding Nico

Your 2013 was and partially still my 2016, 2017 and 2018. I almost never watch Youtube, I just do to watch reviews and how to’s, you have been one of my 2 go to’s for make up how to’s but a little thought always comes to mind how pretty you are, how smart and happy you sound, your skin, your boyfriend.. today, I found out.. we only in differ in skin but we carry loads too heavy for one to handle. I’m glad you jumped the hurdle and I hope you continue to jump whenever needed as I will too. You showcase the art of beauty and of inspiring. Job well done (:

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Jittery Jean
Jittery Jean

Hi Tina. I would like to say whatever you post like vlogs or beauty hacks or Tina tries we will still watch you. We are watching you because of you being amazing and you beinh awesome. I love you always. ❤️

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megalopolis2015
megalopolis2015

What a brave post.Thank you. Alfred is a keeper.

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Ngan Le
Ngan Le

Love you Tina don’t cry, because your smile makes me smile. Love you ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

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Doreen Watson-read
Doreen Watson-read

Sounds like you need time out and to get yourself one of those life coaches, to help work out a work/ home life . And remember you don't have to do this darling, you are loved xxxx.

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trancd822
trancd822

That book is really good - The Art of Not Giving a F😉ck. I just read it and it is a revelation. Hugs!!!

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trancd822
trancd822

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Khushnur Banu
Khushnur Banu

U r so sweet nd great

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Olivia Miranda
Olivia Miranda

Love you Tina God bless ! Your not alone ❤❤

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Kim Dung Ngô Nguyễn
Kim Dung Ngô Nguyễn

Love you Tina, keep going!!

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Eliz Majestic
Eliz Majestic

We love you, Tina! You are an amazing person. Don't be afraid to be judged. There are and will be a lot of people who doesn't understand how many efforts did you put in this channel. I watched you for 2 years now, and I'm proud to be your supporter! We will always be here for you. Just don't forget it. Everything will be fine! Love you

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Jennifer W
Jennifer W

Tina, this video shows that you are human :) I love your content and your videos are so much fun, I always enjoy them. I do watch you for your beauty advice and entertaining content, but this one with you opening up and talking about something so real and personal and letting your guard down makes me like you even more. And Alfred is the biggest sweetheart in the world. I was actually sniffling along with you both. I can only imagine that there are other celebs out there like movie actors/tress that feel this way too. It must change your life to be recognized in the media and not just another face. I hope you work through your fears and let yourself enjoy your success and keep making your videos, no matter what you choose the content to be. Follow your heart:)

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Dianasaur
Dianasaur

This video has helped me alot and made me see a whole new me... You are really really really awesome... Pls watch this YouTube video and understand the psychology behind other people. 😉 https://youtu.be/s68qQb3j9pU

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Christopher Dillard
Christopher Dillard

YOUR CHANNEL IS ONE OF THE FEW CHANNELS THAT I ENJOY BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS MAKE IT FUN TO WATCH. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT AS FAR AS PEOPLE NOT WANTING TO WATCH YOU ANYMORE. iF ANYTHING PEOPLE WILL WANT TO WATCH YOU EVEN MORE PEOPLE YOU ARE BEING REAL WITH THEM. IT'S ALWAYS REFRESHING TO SEE SOME ONE BEING REAL AND NOT BEING FAKE.

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FallForJesus
FallForJesus

Aww Tina dear... this breaks my heart. I understand all too well. I struggle with both depression and anxiety and while I'm not a YouTuber, I'm a professor and feel like I have to put on a face in front of my students and colleagues, especially since my students rate me at the end of the semester. Even when I'm having a hard time in life, I exude energy and happiness in front of my students. I always get so much anxiety when the reviews come out and feel as if I've failed as a professor. What I've come to realize is that a lot of those negative thoughts are exaggerated in my mind. When I finally do read my reviews, for the most part, my students enjoyed the class. And I've come to be a bit more open with my students and be true to who I am and what I'm feeling at the moment. My students have been surprisingly understanding. We're all human, and no one's perfect. God created you to be you so embrace that. You'll be in my prayers, dear. We love you! I'd also suggest trying therapy if the anxiety is debilitating. It makes a huge difference. Studies show that a combination of therapy and medication is the most effective to treat anxiety and mood disorders. Ain't no shame in it ;)

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Timber Holloway
Timber Holloway

You are truly an inspiration. You are beautiful and strong and we support you! We love you Tina💓💕💖💗💝

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Karen Conda
Karen Conda

God I was crying so hard. The internet are scaring people. But please, do everything to be happy, you have an amazing boyfriend and family. Prioritize yourself. we will be here..always. :)

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Juliet On The Go
Juliet On The Go

I loved watching this video and girl, YOU ARE SO STRONG! Recently I fell into a bad depression as well. With the same situation that you had. That's why I can relate to your words so much. I'm in the process of getting better because I decided to concentrate on myself for now so that I will feel better. Now I meet up with coworkers or friends, I talk about my feelings and problems with my cousins, go to the gym or just take a walk by myself and listen to music. I'm still not really happy right now. But those small things I changed makes it better and prevent me from going back to that bad depression. I thought I could not escape. We are here to listen to your worries so if you feel sad just talk to us. We are all in this together :)

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Alma-Marie Buie Graf
Alma-Marie Buie Graf

Thanks for sharing your heart, we all feel like this sometimes. Keep your chin up. You're doing a great job. You are a bright shining light.

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Danica Seifert
Danica Seifert

I usually don’t comment but on this one I have to and I‘m starting off by saying thank you. Thank you so much Tina for loving us so much that you share this with us. It is difficult to do such a video and I think you did it amazing. We love you very much and just want you to be happy. Don’t be afraid to post the content you like, as Alfred said there are people who watch you for who you are and this is much more important. I’m happy to see much more of your true self💞

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Unicah Aira Remo
Unicah Aira Remo

I've been watching you since 2014 and I love u so much!

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gentlefaerie
gentlefaerie

Sending lots of love

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Sheree L
Sheree L

❤❤❤❤❤

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I Purple You
I Purple You

You are so brave tina, we all look up to you, but dont feel like you have to impress your fans all the time and feel pressured to do that. Im glad you opened up and told us how you were feeling. Now i feel so much more in touch with you, i hope that you will feel much better now and in the future. Just be you, and dont hide yourself

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Norah Manuel
Norah Manuel

You have to take care of yourself too. Don't ever put yourself last. You're very strong and one of my favourite youtubers and you know your subscribers will always be here to support you!

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Keiko Usagi
Keiko Usagi

You two are such an amazing couple! You made me cry so much. Things will definitely get better, please don’t be afraid to show your honest self. Haters will always be there, but remember, so will the lovers. Please keep sharing what makes you two happy, and we’ll love it. Also, I have to say you cried so much in this video but your makeup hasn’t moved at all..! Shows what an amazing makeup artist you are! Please don’t feel like you need to be someone else, we love YOU!

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Ayanna
Ayanna

Please do more videos like this. It really made me cry and related with it since im not an open person and i feel like i have no one to go to

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Ewelina Niedzwiecki
Ewelina Niedzwiecki

Love you so much❤

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D H
D H

Tina, thank you for sharing yourself. it's not easy, but it helps others. it helps us to know you're real. and so admirable! take care and I hope for the best for you all. I feel so sorry for the haters -- their lives must be so miserable to make others hurt so much. you've done NOTHING to deserve any hate; I hope you can both realize those people are just... I don't know. sad? fucked up? mentally ill? angry? I don't know, but it's nothing either of you have done. I didn't realize you had a vlog channel! just subscribed in case you decide to vlog again. or maybe you'll incorporate more of that content into this channel. either way, I look forward to it.

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Gagan Jot
Gagan Jot

Please don't cry you made me to 😢 cry

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Black Rose
Black Rose

Alfred is just so sweet and understanding 😧😊😁

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Kailee Zola
Kailee Zola

You need to stay strong and who care what anybody thinks of you or alfred just do things that make you happy

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Sharmaine Nicole Villota
Sharmaine Nicole Villota

Oh my gosh, I don't know what's gets into me but once Alfred hugs and kiss you my eyes started to tear up 😭 also seeing you crying brakes my heart. I have also anxiety and sometimes i just dont know what to do but I'm blessed because my brother is always there for me when I have this episode. Hope you'll feel ok soon just don't forget to pray to God just talk to him everytime it really helps me a lot and I know it will help you too. Sending lots of love , hugses and kisses 🤗😘. Aja aja fighting 😊 By the way new subby here I love your videos 😍 Their so inspiring ^^,

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MoonWolf115
MoonWolf115

You're amazing Tina! Hang in there it will get better, you really affected my day with this video I'm going through some crazy depression wave atm while It's getting close for me to move overseas and it's scary, so this helped.

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diy Teenage
diy Teenage

Tina I just discovered your channel like 1 week ago and I’m very obsessed with it and I’ve kinda watched most of your videos you are pretty cool and you are my idol don’t ever feel bad you are just wonderful and very talented and pretty and you are so spirited I hope that you and Alfred continue together in the future and I hope you live a happy life.I love you so much ❤️😘❤️😘

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Shresta Bhetwal
Shresta Bhetwal

pleaseeeee dont cry u people are so true.we will be supporting you guys until the end .plesase dont cry that makes sad.we love you two always . u people are awosome u just smile and post ur vedios, we will love u ever and dont be scared ur inspiration to many just be proud of hitting 2.3m people.cause u own it and u are so cool that we want to watch everytime.

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Sharmin Islam
Sharmin Islam

We all love you don’t put pressure on yourself I’m like this I love your channel no pressure don’t feel that it’s ok

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Moza Dunya Al-Dumaini
Moza Dunya Al-Dumaini

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Matt. 11-28 Tina. You are precious and loved by the One who bore the weight of the earth. Surrender your heavy load to God who is waiting and willing to bear it for you. You are not alone sweetheart, every human has their own unique struggles that God uses to harness you and make you pure. Use this situation to look deeper into your heart and soul, to reflect on your purpose and motivations. Be the person who rises above the situation even if its difficult. When this phase is done, when you get through it and learn from it, you will look back and thank God for this blessing in disguise. You will get through this. The Lord will make a way out for you. This will get better. You will get better. More power to you and Alfred. God bless you both. When everything does not make sense, look up.

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seyoo1408
seyoo1408

Loved your openness. Glad you're taking care of yourself.

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Mook Manatwisanwong
Mook Manatwisanwong

Concerning negative comments, I would tell you about how I deal with it and maybe it could be useful :) Listen to them without emotions; see if they're true, then you can use them to improve yourself. You become better overall, your gain! If they're untrue, just ignore them since those are the speakers' problems. They're unsatisfied with their own lives and need someone to be put down to make them feel falsely better, or somewhere to lash out, that's it. Why bother to carry their problems on yourself? Just started watching your channel ytd and I like the light-hearted tone you provide. Keep it up and don't let "LIFE" put you down. Cheerio!

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Ana Ani
Ana Ani

We love you on the way you are!❤❤❤❤ We are always hear for you, in bad or also in good times!😙 Never forget this!❤ With love, your community ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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Mia andrea
Mia andrea

Don't let youtube stress you out. Live your live how you want.

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Mia andrea
Mia andrea

Its ok girl, Im with you.

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Was-a-fan usa
Was-a-fan usa

Tina - you are feeling something very natural- the initial heaviness of being a caregiver- taking on a financial responsibility for loved ones- you aren’t alone! And feeling anxious from not being your “you tube self” all the time- you don’t have to be!! Comedians don’t do jokes 24/7, they are often more quiet in person. Don’t sweat this, you will be fine. You prob feel a little like a sellout, where before it was fun, your enthusiasm was real and now it’s a job! This will pass. Be patient with yourself. Your fans love you any way you are. It’s what we see on your inside that attracts all of us, not how wide your smile is!! Hang in there. It will fall into place. You are loved!!!!!! From your fans In Philadelphia

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Madeleine Cookies
Madeleine Cookies

Tina, I can never relate to your experiences since no one can and we all have different lives, but I just want to say that I really love you and your channel. I love you on and off the camera, no matter who you are, we love you so much. We all understand the pressure you've been going through right now and what I can say is, great job. You've become so strong, and strong people need breaks. If you want to take a break and find yourself again, do it. We will support you 24/7. We love you Tina so much. You can do it. 😄❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Ace Referiza
Ace Referiza

I've tried to put off watching this video because I'm scared that I will not like the Tina that I will see in here but wow, I'm just speechless at how honest and raw this video is. It really struck a chord to me at how a successful Youtuber like you is feeling and experiencing these very human emotions and issues that a viewer like me is feeling as well. Really different from your usual content. It made me cry. And I'm sure I'm not the only one who likes this type of really honest and sincere Tina. Hope you are feeling a lot more stronger now. Shout out to Alfred for sticking up with Tina through this tough time. Lots of love from the Philippines!

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Aracely Rodriguez
Aracely Rodriguez

Work hard and remember, we will always be with you.

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Kay Balaoing
Kay Balaoing

Tina this was such an eye opener for me and you're so amazing for finally knowing you had to speak up. I cant say I've felt such an enormous amount of stress and anxiety to provide before but i know how powerful and overwhelming it is even for smaller situations like for me its uni and graduation and being what my family expects of me and what my husband expects of me. But you really showed me today that i also need to focus on my husband because ive also noticed changes in our relationship and my husband showing his fears but then quickly pulling those feelings back like hes trying to hide it and pretend hes not feeling stress. he is the sole provider for us both and I've realized that he must feel the way you do he's just not so verbal about it but i know its stressful and i selfishly always say "im glad im not so stressed with bills and money" because i try to control my spending but he pays the main bills and its extremely hard, i should be more helpful to him and help him avoid problems. When Alfred said how he wanted to be more helpful and supportive and he wanted to get you back to feeling better i was so relieved to hear that. I love that you said this, i feel like I'm hearing what i need to try and fix. I love you tina! I'll always love your videos because you're you, not because you're trying to be perfect.

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Amy Duan
Amy Duan

Sending you lots of love 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕❤

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michimumu
michimumu

We love you. And you and Alfred are amazing, I imagine the both of you getting old together.

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Niah 14
Niah 14

*I feel blessed to have found this channel*

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Salma Abas
Salma Abas

stay strong girl 💕 we'r here 4 ya 😍

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